BLAH!!!!

Sometimes I HATE going to work. I realized that today. I am now in a position of more responsibility and I feel like I am being treated differently by people. It kind of sucks...So my boss, Brenda treats me with more respect so thats good. But some of my coworkers get short with me and tell me that I am rude to them, which I am not at all. I don't understand.....I feel so frustrated and stressed and I hate being stressed. I feel like I need to doing better but I don't know at what or how to be better. I think that I need to sleep more.....maybe go less places but I also hate being at my house, cuz all me and my mom do is fight and me and josh fight and I am tired of being home but I don't have enough money to move out, so I make plans almost every night so I don't get home till after 10 pm. For instance this week....Sunday night-Mary's House, Monday night-Shannon's, Tuesday-Institute and Ruby Tuesday's, Wed night-Shannon's, tomorrow-i don't have any plans yet but i still have till tomorrow and friday night is a YSA activity. I don't want to go home...if I could move into Shannon's House I would, in a heartbeat same thing at Mary's. I am supposed to move in with my friend Sharrisse but she doesn't know if she can actually do it and it won't be till the end of the year and i want to be out ASAP like tomorrow night but I know that is not going to happen and it makes me kind of depressed....blah. I don't know why I am complaining so much.....I mean I have a job and a car and a place to sleep but I guess today was just a really bad day.....BLAH